Sarah Patterson

      My Story   Bad Times   New Home   Friends </li>  <span title="Favorite Spots" style="padding:5px 7px; border:solid 2px #000; color:#FFF; background:#223D09; box-shadow:inset 0 10px 20px -5px #27616d, inset 0 -10px 20px -5px #133439; text-decoration: none; border-radius: 10px;">Favorite Spots </li>  <span title="Secret Spots" style="padding:5px 7px; border:solid 2px #000; color:#FFF; background:#223D09; box-shadow:inset 0 10px 20px -5px #27616d, inset 0 -10px 20px -5px #133439; text-decoration: none; border-radius: 10px;">Secret Spots </li>  <span title="Top Secret" style="padding:5px 7px; border:solid 2px #000; color:#FFF; background:#223D09; box-shadow:inset 0 10px 20px -5px #27616d, inset 0 -10px 20px -5px #133439; text-decoration: none; border-radius: 10px;">Top Secret </li> </ul>



<h1 style="text-align:center; color:#223D09;"> This is the Story of Me!

<h4 style="color:#223D09;"> Hello there! This is my story and my memories, and my way of not forgetting again. The Doctors and my grandfather worry about me, and they wanted to make sure that I remember all the friends and happy times I have had. I have had a long journey to get home with grandpa, and he tells me that remembering where you come from is important in learning where you are going, and who you. I also… I also don’t want to forget again, it is very scary to forget who you are, and what you are. I did not like the feelings that were there, I did not like… I don’t remember what mom and dad look like without seeing a picture. I barely remembered what Pop Pop looked like when he found me. It’s scary and I don’t like the idea of being scared, everyone tells me the best way to deal with being afraid is to take away the power from the thing that scares you. So I am making my memory book so I can always remember. Even if I forget again, I will have all my memories here so that I can find my way home again! So that is what this book will be, it’s going to be where I stick things that I have experienced or need to remember. Now, I … I have a lot of bad memories and I am going to need to stick them here as well. I have spoken to Pop Pop about this, and he said they make me what I am as much or more than the good memories do!! Now um, we are kind of going to begin at the part that I remember the most, that’s umm waking up on the Arkship with pop pop…. I have some print outs of doctor stuff I am going to include, and some pictures he took with his scanbot of me… back than… well before we came home. This stuff is going to be ucky, and I really do not want to remember it… I am going to be brave and put this stuff in here even if I get scared. I am not that person anymore, I know they are in me and the parts they put in me are part of me as well. Things are not all bad here; in fact things are really nice here! No one is hunting me anymore, which is really nice! I had a really hard time at first getting to know people, and I still really do, crowds scare me… The noise and smells in town can be really overwhelming and I hide away at times. However I have also met people who I really like, and made a ton of new friends! These people are really nicer than I ever expected people to really be! I also met Nathan, and he’s really nice, in a really nice way I guess umm…. NO TELLING HIM THIS!!! I think… I mean maybe… I kind of like the way he smells and stuff, and he has a really nice and not mean robot… and I like really like the way he smiles and stuff when he is working and things…. <span title="Back to the Top!" style="padding:5px 7px; border:solid 2px #000; color:#FFF; background:#27616d; box-shadow:inset 0 10px 20px -5px #27616d, inset 0 -10px 20px -5px #133439; text-decoration: none; border-radius: 10px; float:right">Top

<span title="Back to the Top!" style="padding:5px 7px; border:solid 2px #000; color:#FFF; background:#27616d; box-shadow:inset 0 10px 20px -5px #27616d, inset 0 -10px 20px -5px #133439; text-decoration: none; border-radius: 10px; float:right">Top <h3 style="text-align:center; color:#223D09;"> So we left the ship and came to Nexus! <h4 style="color:#223D09;"> When we first got to nexus we were going to head to the main landing site with the rest, and start from there but Pop Pop got asked to help out. He has a lot of friends that were landing with the Aurin and Mordesh, and they were having some troubles. I am not entirely sure why they were having trouble, I was still having problems back than, it wasn't long after my procedure. So we went down to help, I didn't do much but keep an eye on our camp and help Pop Pop find food when we needed to hunt. The animals were all very angry, and we stayed there for a few months. I met some very nice Aurin who taught me about the weave and their world, it was really nice to sit and talk to people like that! When Pop Pop was done helping his friends we took a shuttle to Thayd, I didn't like it there, it was loud and smelly, but we didn't stay long before we took another shuttle out of town. I do not recall much other than the ground rushing beneath us, when we landed I saw Mira's Anchorage for the first time. Mira’s is the biggest town I have ever seen, well I don’t think of like Thayd as a town, Grandfather says it’s more of a city mixed with a camp as they get things built. Mira’s is a nice place but it can get busy at times, and has some very bad smells when some of the merchants come in for the faire. I never dreamed though there were so many sweet things to eat and the fairs have some many people selling books!! I really like going to the com tower and sitting up there at night, I can head there and watch the stars, and the ships fly by the town at night! I can also see Nathan’s home form there and sometimes I go and check on him, to see if he is working on anything neat! I took a picture of the Map on my Holopad so I could always have a layout of the town in my memories! So we live down in the large plot in the south eastern section of town plot fifty nine. Our house is near Auntie Briyana’s house, Vanessa and Pinky life there with Lexi my other friend; I have some pictures and memories of her as well! I like the space around the house, its quiet and there are very thick woods behind the house with a bunch of nice places to hide! The com tower is on the far end of the town, north of our home. It’s really cool how you can see the tower from my bedroom, it kind of rises between the trees and things like a creature keeping watch! Now over to the west, at plot nine is the Toyworks and … it’s a really cool place… and um so Nathan lives there with his bots, and like sparky is totally cool! And he is kind of um… with the things, and his smile. <h4 style="color:#223D09;"> So it was hard for me at first in Mira's, I mean everyone was mostly nice. There were a few jerks who called me names and it kind of hurt sure, but I wanted to get better for Pop Pop. So I tried to go out every day for awhile, and I worked at the store which was really scary since I had to talk to people. I did it though, and I am really proud of that! So um in doing that I kind of made a bunch of new friends and I think this is the part of Mira's that I like the most. I have friends now, and I think a long time ago when i was alone, I didn't think that I would ever have friends again. I hadn't had a friends since before we left the Arkship on that trip, I had forgotten how nice it was to have them. They make the world seem less alone, and I am less nervous when they are around. So I would like to talk about a few of them here so I can remember them if I ever forget again, and maybe they can help me remember!

<h4 style="color:#223D09;"> So um these are not like in any order of who is favorite or anything dumb like that, just in order of the pictures in the pile here, I um have a bunch and I wanted to make sure that I get them all into my memory book. I also will be adding friends as I make them to the book, I want to make sure I remember everyone that I know... The worst part I think was being alone, and thinking that everyone forgot about you, and than slowly I forgot their faces and everything about them. So this time I made a book, and so yes I will keep adding people to this and never forget again!! <h4 style="color:#223D09;"> Some of these people I met over time, some of these people I have met recently and I haven't had the chance to really talk to a whole lot, I like to think that people are generally good in Mira's and so far they have been really kind and patient with me. I sometimes .. I feel like a freak or I feel stupid and struggle with things that other people understand so easily. I just have trouble getting concepts in my head sometimes, I am NOT DUMB just ya know its hard for me I... what they did to me really changed the way my brain works and these people have shown patience with me and one even helped save me. I guess that is one of the reasons why I don't talk to a lot of people, well didn't at first I couldn't really form my words well and I just didn't want to seem dumb you know? I could hear them my head but they would get all jumbled up and confused on the way out.

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